On Loop

I find myself doing the same thing...

Over and over again...

Content of it all may be different...

But it is routine...

I'm sort of going on loop...

That's why today...

I chose to shuffle...

From the same playlist...

Change the order of things...

Let it flow in a different direction...

And I'm not talking about music.

What am I talking about?

Ambitions...

Talk of success...

Glorified glory...

All that junk...

Fills my head...

Sometimes...

It's totally unnecessary.

Whoa!

Negative thinking...

So unlike me...

Well sure I panic think...

But never so negative.

Actually this is a positive reinforcement...

Everything around me is negative...

It's affecting everyone...

Like an epidemic...

A killer virus...

So forget about all that...

Everyone will be affected and infected...

So enjoy every thing in detail...

Elaborate for no reason...

Go beyond boundaries of your mind...

Good thoughts...

Bad thoughts...

Get rid of 'em.

Live in the moment...

Every single moment.

Not funny!

People can...

And will say whatever they want...

Some will not refrain from hurting others...

Some will only state their opinion...

Some will viciously attack...

Some will falsely accuse...

Others...

Will not say a word...

It is a perogative.

Slander however...

Is not even funny man...

It's just plain wrong...

And self-satisfactory...

Does no one any good...

Cept for the slanderer...

I call this cheap thrill...

Try jail-term for bigger thrill biatch!

Good Start

I just started the week...

With a BUZZ!

Ok well...

Not that much of a buzz...

But it's good...

A great feeling...

I hope it'll last a lil' bit longer...

God knows...

I need to feel good...

We all do.

Anyhow...

My game was out last week...

Completely blew it...

Perhaps a couple more rounds...

Just to get my form back...

And urmm...

My sole came off.

Ok...

I gotta get back to work...

Like now.

Head-Ache!

I have a headache...

My head is suddenly pounding...

This has nothing to do with rejection...

I assure you.

Our office got broken into over the weekend...

They hauled MY PC away...

And spared the rest...

Why is this shitty?

No...

I don't care for what's inside...

I got backup...

And it is rather protected.

What sucks is that I have to work on my laptop...

That I bought for fun and games...

The screen being smaller than my 17" LCD...

Is really taking its toll on me.

Okay...

So maybe that bit of rejection...

Suck balls!

But hey...

It's just how it goes...

You can't win 'em all...

With something bad...

Comes something good...

You gotta love the way God works...

I do...

It's blissful.

I've been quiet...

Partly because...

Streamyx suck balls...

Also they say...

"You say it best, when you say nothing at all"...

That's not my case.

Truth is...

I've been going through some stuff...

Experiencing life...

Something I would tell...

Or talk about...

But surely...

I've thought about writing them...

It's just too much to tell...

I can say this much...

It's been exciting...

Sometimes it hurts...

But mostly it's making me stronger...

Hopefully...

Wiser too.

I'd like to take a moment here...

To express my deepest and loving thoughts...

To my partners...

You girls support me in some distinctively different ways...

Left, right, front and center...

For sure...

You girls always have my back...

With this I say...

I do what I do...

Because it is for you...

Thank you girls.

Uh oh...

I think my headache is going away...

Hmmm.....

I really need to change my glasses...

And get a haircut...

And go watch a movie.

Now Everyone Can...

I blame AirAsia for this slogan...

"Now Everyone Can Fly"

No doubt...

AirAsia gives us the chance... 

To visit places we never thought we would ever visit...

And there's not many airlines out there...

That can give us such flexibility...

But it's this slogan that I have an issue with...

You know why?

I tell you why!

Now Everyone Can... (please fill in the blanks with whatever that fancy you)

Why not say "Now Everyone Can Go to Space"

Or "Now Everyone Can Get Have An Affair"

Or "Now Everyone Can Be A Doctor"

Or better yet...

"Now Everyone Can Design Their Own Website!"

Ok my issue with this is that...

NOT EVERYONE CAN DESIGN THEIR OWN WEBSITE!

Sure you can put boxes together...

Steal some generic images...

Plagiarise your way through the content...

And BAM!!

You got yourself a website...

For RM29.90!!

Awesome deal!!!

Guess whose really down for this?

The Bumis!!! (soon there'll be a band by this name)

Doesn't anyone care to make an impact?

Doesn't anyone care for proper investment?

Doesn't anyone care to make a difference?

I DO!

*emoes*

Yahoo Group

I received an email the other day...

Urging me to join a community...

A group of women entrepreneurs...

With one goal in mind...

To succeed...

And probably be at par with men...

'Cept for one thing...

I am to join a Yahoo Group!

The first thought I had was...

"Soooo 90s wei!!!"

And the next was...

"What the hell happened to my yahoo account?"

So I deleted the email...

But I still wonder...

Why is it that everytime I get this kind of invite...

It came from a bunch of hopeful bumiputras!

I don't mean no disrespect...

But isn't it time we find other means?

Yahoo Group is the the "subsidi" on the Net.

Sigh.

Soon

Soon I will have my updates...

At the moment...

I'm busy setting up office...

Till then...

Urm...

Till then ah.